Starting something new

I am asking myself why is it so hard to start something new. I have been reading book after book on how to make your own organic lotions and cosmetics. It is very interesting to me and I am really excited about giving it a try, but something is holding me back from buying all the ingredients needed to make my first attempt. It may be money. But I think it goes deeper than that. I am reminding myself of why I started this blog in the first place. To start living and not just prepare to live. I am going to buy some beeswax tomorrow and give it a try. I will report on the results. My sister is coming into town tomorrow. She will give me kick in trousers that I require. Sister's in general are good for this.